January 29, 2009

Dr. Santa doesn’t think I’m losing my mind.  He thinks I’m just “processing” my pain.  That the dreams are my subconscious’ way of telling me that things are going to be okay, and to not be afraid to move on with my life.

For some reason, I feel guilty as hell because I don’t want to move on, but I don’t want to dwell anymore.  I’m just not sure I’m ready for the next step.  We’ll see.

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