January 21, 2009

I had dinner with Ava today.  She was very quiet and not at all like she normally is when we have dinner together.  When I asked her if she was okay, she said she was, but I wasn’t.  She said she could see the sadness on me like a coat.  How’d my girl get so grown up?  It’s only been – holy shit – almost two months since Jen –

Since Jen went away.

Fuck, I can’t let this affect my baby girl.  Maybe Dr. Santa can help with that. 

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